Almighty and Eternal God, I, Sister M. ____________,
renew and confirm with all my heart
the vows of chastity, poverty, and obedience
which I made at my profession;
and I implore your grace to accomplish them perfectly.
Sometimes I forget how touching these words are after saying them each day, however, there is a great and mighty grace and responsibility that comes with those words. I renew and confirm with all my heart that I have given my whole self to Him who is the One, the Beginning and the End, the Savior of the World, the Most Powerful, the Creator of the Universe. And here I am, sinful, small, nothing, and I make a promise, a sacred bond with Him. My desire to give of myself still isn't enough though. To fulfill that desire, which He placed in my heart, I need His help. It really is strange when you think about it, that you want to accomplish this for God but you need His help to accomplish it... for Him! It's like asking someone to buy their own birthday present and then write "from me" on the card.
I think it must be very much like the life of the Trinity, the constant flow of love and grace from one to another without end. You can't even trace it because that grace and love becomes so much a part of each person that there is no beginning or end to it's movement and power. God is so good to give this gift of vocation. The vows are such an amazing grace. Some days I wonder, "who thought I could do this?!, How could I have ever been permitted to take on this responsibility?" And the truth is that I cannot do it! Only God can. Young women tell me all the time that they "could never do that!" And I always say, you are absolutely right, you can't, but He can if you respond to His call of love.
God, grant us more vocations to love you and witness to your plan of Salvation! Amen.